If I knew it was coming I'd get me a motorcycle that could do about 170 miles an hour and that's what I do after I did a bunch of cocaine!
I already have! http://www.politicalforum.com/index.php?threads/my-second-life-and-other-secrets.485891/ And my motivations are very similar. After almost ending it all, I asked myself what I really want before I die. And let me tell you, holding a gun to your head and trying to pull the trigger really helps to clear the mind. I knew what I wanted. The last ten years have been like a dream. That is to say, I have been jerked around more times than I can count. So it hasn't all been easy. But I have lived a life since that I never even dreamt possible. If I told you ALL about it you would never believe it.
I would spend it arguing politics with my good friends on politicalforum.com. Naw, I'd gather family and my dog and laugh about the good times. I guess. We tried that when my mother was dying. It didn't work. We all knew we were in denial and faking our smiles.
I would just carry on my day as normal because knowing my luck, if I did something reckless or ended up in an embarrassing situation, the world ending was somehow averted.